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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Hi5 and Men are from Mars

Today when I logged in to Hi5 i found the entire format changed. N though it was sleeker n looked much nicer I was upset. I found testimonials had been renamed comments n other small changes abounded. Then I found a link which i actually appreciated....it was to chk all b'days coming up this month. Well did that n then tried to send a card to a friend whose b'day is tomorrow....while doing that I clicked on a link which was invisible right then n somehow i reached his profile in the old format. When I went back to my page everything was back to normal making it seem like a very surreal experience. I'm not sure whether the link I clicked had something to do with opting for the old format or whether the site was just trying out new stuff and then reverted to the old format....N now I'm not sure what I feel abt the whole thing. Am I so resistant to change that the moment I saw the new format I wanted to go back? That wud depend on how I feel now that the format has reverted...am i happy or sad? I wish I knew....

If I don't know so many things about myself how can anyone else ever figure me out?

Just finished reading 'Men are from mars and women are from Venus'....it is so much more meaningful this time. Last time I read it I was a child, and even though I appreciated many pointers even back then there is so much more to the book that I didn't remember ever reading before. It's nice to think something positive about guys after so much of 'He's just not that into you!'

Thursday, January 05, 2006

opposite universe?

I read an article today about blackholes, whiteholes and wormholes. Apparently a whitehole is the exact opposite of a blackhole. Just as a blackhole sucks in everything, a white hole is supposed to spit everything out. But then the article went on to explain why whiteholes don't exist in our universe. [didn't quite grasp that...was speed reading]. The article ended with the theory that there might be an universe where everything is opposite. I'm trying to imagine that. It's odd. for everything to be opposite there has to be a default median. For instance if something is left, the opposite is right. But there has to be a line dawn in between otherwise u can't say where left stops and where right begins. A thing can only be 'left' in relation to a certain spot. That isn't an exact analogy but its the best I can do to explain my problem. If u try to imagine an universe exactly opposite to ours, u'll see what I mean.


Got no time to waste...so of course had to go ahead n create this blog...I'm so predictable sometimes it amazes me. Even when I'm trying to be unpredictable, I'm predictable.

Well guess now I can stop hunting for a diary. Though this is weird. Its not exactly like a diary... I still have to censor a bit..oh well lets see how comfortable I get after a while. Banking Law awaits. n i left Env half way too. Oh the pitfalls of having a conscience..... sigh.....